I find myself looking back to the summer
My hand on your thigh
As you and I drive
My heart in your hand
I felt so alive
We’d lay on a blanket
Stare at the trees
Talk sweet nothings
And just feel at peace
I showed you my feelings
I was all in
Wake up to you
Go back to sleep to wake up again
This could be my life
A miracle
The butterfly
Nothing could wreck
These simple times
A miracle
The butterfly
I’ll be happy forever
With this life
This could be my life
I look back to these moments
Reflect on the feelings
But when autumn fell on us
I felt you receding
The timing could wreck
These simple times
The terrible truth
You’ve made up your mind
We worked so hard
And got so close
I let myself
Feel vulnerable
Something was off
We couldn’t commit
Start Insecurity
And hope for a fix
A miracle
The butterfly
Nothing could wreck these simple times
A miracle the butterfly
Just hold on and we’ll be fine
This could be my life
That day in September
Our first difficult time
I can’t remember
What I said crossed that line
To be avoided
To think you need space
To be reassured
To go to your place
We laughed and felt happy
Everything felt great
But something was missing
Your decision, my fate
I won’t let you see my cry
A miracle
The butterfly
Nothing could wreck
These simple times
A miracle
The butterfly
Just hold on and we’ll be fine
A miracle
The butterfly
Nothing could wreck these simple times
A miracle
The butterfly
The decision made
Let it die
